You're my Mithai Ki Dukaan.

You are there.

Not in striking distance. Good. Lucky you.

You annoy me, confuse me. But mostly yourself.

I don't know what to do.

I don't know why but I hate 'I don't know'.

IDK annoys me.

Very much.

Spare me the drama, please?

I have a tough time reading between lines.

Be straightforward. Like me.

Learn to be straightforward. Not as much as me.

Curl in to a ball and then open wide.

Spare me the torture, oh evil one.

Okay, you're not evil. Not that much anyway.

You just don't know. Anything.

And unknowingly make my head go 'jbsrgjbjbsrgsdrgh'.

And seemingly you don't want to my mess with my head.

Maybe you do. Maybe you just don't know it.

You don't like asking questions or help.

Change. You will get nowhere with that attitude, as someone famous once said.

Sometimes externals are required.

No one expects only one (half) brain to think of what it wants. (though it can)

It wasn't that hard before, was it?

I'm fine. I AM FINE.

I will be fine. IF I am not.

Let me go.

I think I need some time out.

I don't know whether I do.

Wow. That's a first, isn't it?

Do I take it? And hurt you?

Obviously, that I don't want to do.

Or I don't and contemplate whether I do or not?

I'm stuck. Help?

See, it's not that hard.

Help is just a phonecall away, usually.

Pray to your leader that everything will fall in to place.

It will... Eventually.

Till then...

You're my one.

You're my only one.

You're the person I adore.

You're the person I want to talk to when things go wrong (other than you).

You're the person I seek for love from (platonic also).

You're the person I could probably hear about all day and not get bored.

Chances are, you're the person whose eyes I could stare in to for a really long time AND be quiet.

You're the person I'd quiet down for.

You're the person I'd sing/write/dance/act/not-act/study/sleep/eat/drink/not-smoke for.

You're the person I want to be with. (Again, platonically also)

You're the person I'd call 'mithai ki dukaan' as only one mithai will not show your worth.

You're the person I'd look stupid/smart/funny/nerdy/athletic/tubby/beautiful/ugly for.

You're the person I'd be not sad for.

You're the person I'd kill for. (Flies and some insects, only some)

You're the person I want to be.

You're the person who makes me a better person. (If that made any sense)

You're the person I'd only care about. (And some friends. Rest all can kiss my round ass)

You're the person whose words I'd believe without a doubt. (Exceptions are there, everywhere)

You're my 'mithai ki dukaan'.

P.S- I will not do justice if I'd only call her one sort of Mithai. So there you have it. Mithai ki Dukaan... (Sweet shop)

Only One - Yellowcard

Honestly, I didn't like Yellowcard that much. But very weirdly, I think I'm in love with this song. Okay, not love but I definitely think it's so fucking apt.

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

My favorite part is

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Ifeellikeanimbecile : |

Lurking in the shadows of the nightlife; this is not where I want to be, this is not where I need to be.

I pretend everything’s alright. I pretend everything’s fine.

No one knows, no one cares. I can be by myself.

I am used to being by myself.

It annoys not knowing, not understanding, not reasoning.

But I’ll be fine, right? I always have been. This time’s no different, right?

I don’t want to do anything; my space is destroyed.

I don’t want to be anything; my head is smashed.

I don’t want to understand anything; okay, lying is my way.

I don’t want to feel anything; being non-human is in bad taste.

Being enigmatic was supposed to be a compliment?

I thought funny, smart, witty and charming was.

WHY are some people enigmas?

Make things clearer for us morals down here, please.

Ifeellikeanimbecile. Yes, I’m actually close to saying something of the sort.

Gah* I hate humans… I do, honestly. They do not; I repeat DO NOT, care in any sort of way. Why do they have to sit and play games? Are they sadistic? Are actually enjoying what they do us non-humans? Why can’t they say something that you might actually want to hear, like answers, or reasons? Nothing else is actually expected, you know, non-humans don’t expect much. Itna kya dikat hain?

This is after Appy’s party… L I hate parties, humans and rap ‘music’.