The New Me! Wheee*

Drama. It captures us. We hate it. But it's oh so tempting. All the things not needed in life are oh so tempting. And of course, temptation is a bitch. A bitch that gets tapped all the time.

I think my only problem would be that I was addicted to the drama. I hated it all throughout it was present but I was just being hypocritical, again. I could have easily avoided all of the drama, na? But of course I didn't, thinking I was just voicing my opinion. Just saying whatever was in my head. And another problem would be that I am addicted to people who like/bring drama. Anything that's simple, not so complicated bores me. Anything I 'should' be doing, doesn't excite me. And people with additional baggage are the ones I go for. Not like I seek them out like a vampire or something, but I end up being attracted to them. Always.

I thought I enjoyed simple things, simplicity and similar things but I don't. I didn't want to move on, I didn't want to feel free, I didn't even want to have fun. And all that just because I had too much on my mind.

But now I think I have come to terms with Life. Life might not always agree with me or even be in the same time-zone as me but I've come to terms with him. Recently, I have realized that I cared too much about the drama, I cared too much in general. The new me doesn't really care about things that shouldn't be cared about. And that's what Life is. Life is about being content, not caring about whether the lemons are in your hand or in another city. Drama. It's just a state of mind.

So the new me, kudos to you for showing up! :)