I'm never alone. I'm alone all the time.

Good morning blog! Ah, how I love bunking school... Gives me an entire day all to myself in the comforts of my room, only. Not that I don't have work to do. :|

I just realized, I can whoop ass when I feel like it. Especially while debating. Mostly while debating. Goddamnit! I can whoop as otherwise too, you know, I just don't do it. I can't deliberately hurt someone. I wish I could though; I could have shut so many people up from trying, I emphasize on TRYING, insult me or make fun of me when I don't really like them. I always can say things back. But one crazy ass punch gives me 10 minutes, na? Which reminds me...

I'm not a hater. I never was. But certain people! OMG I COULD STAB THEM REPEATEDLY WITH A FUCKING DAGGER, SHOOT 20,000 HOLES IN THEM AND DRILL HOLES IN TO THEIR SKULLS AND NOT BE FUCKING SATISFIED! GRRRRRRRR*!

I fucking hate you, don't you get that I don't wish to talk to you? I mean, I DO make it fucking obvious, you stupid incompetent whores! Stop trying to quote me to the friends we got in common, they know, I know, you suck.

Phew* feels good to vent (and be honest)

I'm not a lover either. I never was. But I'm in love now. Yay! Not! I don't know. Ah, who cares. I'm not really in love, love (I guess) but I feel like hugging people and kissing them (no, not sexually, I'm not a pervert, remember?). And I sometimes make them stupid hearts to people. (Yes, Suga Muffin, I am talking about you. And See-weed. And Anai. Oh GOD, IT'S NEVERENDING!)

I'm never alone. But I feel alone all the time. I don't think I even need to explain this feeling. Thank you, Bush (not like the president, or like the 'bush' above someone's genitals. Bush like the band! Lead singer is married to Gwen Stefani? Now does that make sense?)

I think my friends are plotting against me. Okay, not plotting, but definitely up to something! I get my birthday is coming and I don't want to celebrate but you guys want to throw a partaaay! But sheesh, rather obvious, na? My mom even, for that matter. I'm not a 5 year old kid! I'm turning 16, remember? I do get you guys plot against me, but this! I was thinking of having a poker party, you know? The entire Gatsby kinda party. But no time, no place. Misused mistakes. =P Let's just get drunk, na?

P.S- Paintballing in lonavala anyone?