Incompetency (If that is even a word)

I have never felt stupider my entire life. I mean how dare anyone say I'm smart! I'm far from smart. I mean, Math, makes no sense to me. Does anyone really even care whether I'll be doing calculus or not? I mean quadratics is almost above me, statistics I don't have a choice :(, mensuration? WTF is that anyway? Stupid bi nomial theorem (Okay, it's easy when you are not solving problems and when does that happen?)

OH and physics... HA! I went for this stupid aptitude/career test and the lady says "I would have told you to get into engineering but your math isn't high. But your mechanical thinking/ physics is amazing." FROM WHICH ANGLE YOU STUPID WOMAN?!?! I really don't understand anything. :|

Economics. Thank GOD I dropped that shit!

Business Studies? Thank GOD I NEVER did that shit.

IT... Technology, as nice it is, sucks. ASS.

French? Je ne comprende pas rien. Excepte, je fenerai de tour de Eiffel. (Merci, Mme. Dhyanii)

Chemistry... Okay, I admit... I REALLY enjoy the subject... But I never seem to get much. I mean what are Organic/Inorganic compounds? Or like stupid ionic equations (The simplest I don't understand). Oh and Polymers and Petrochemicals? Psssshh... I don't even know what those mean? :|

Biology. It was my best. I swear. I LOVED it... But IB makes you just hate everything... :| I have never been bored in Bio my entire life. :| And them stupid microscopes give me headaches. :| Yeeesh.

Films. I have ABSO-FUCKING-LUTELY no idea. I haven't ever done it... :( (A white light from below please?)

VIJUAL Arts. Wow... Being decently creative doesn't imply you can draw. Anything. How will I ever pass in VA man? These really awesome people who did art all fucking day go and get fours. HOW WILL I EVER GET ABOVE A MOTHERFUCKING 2? AAAAAAAH!

English. Ah, one thing I can say I can do decent at. At least I can understand bits of it.

Pyschology. My 6th love. As of now, anyway. (Maybe my awesomely smoking hot teacher might have raised my interests a little bit.) This is the ONLY subject I'd bother doing anything for. With good reason. My pyschology teacher loves my theories. Especially the one about girls from girls only schools. But I will get to that later. (And for those who beg to differ, she said it's feasible, okay?)

I hate wanting to go through things again. I mean should I really stick to VA? Or shift to chemistry? Or maybe even something else? Like eco? Or I don't know. Goddamn! Help? PLEASE? I never ask.